A short one…

Hello, I hope you’re doing well today. If not, go give someone you love a hug because nothing makes you more happy than putting a smile on another persons face.

Now the title of this blog post really does mean what it says. It is going to be a short one unfortunately as I have a life-changing exam in 19 days and writing a blog post is something I just have to do right this minute. 😉😄

Bullying. I know I write several blog posts about bullying, but I have been feeling a little low so blogging is my way of speaking out about it.

I was bullied for 6 years.

And today of all days when I should be revising I start thinking about what used to happen to me.

It is not a nice feeling at all. The jeers, the laughs, the paper balls to my head. Yes I have been there. 😔

I hate bullying with a passion and it makes me so angry that idiots can get away with such things. They are not human. Because if they were they would not have done what they did to me. There were several times where suicide became an option in my eyes. There was no-where else to go. I was alone.

My relationship with God was re-established because I was alone. God was my saviour. I used to cry myself to sleep at night. I had only God to talk to. Slowly but surely I rose above everything with these two beliefs. Everything happens for a reason and God is the best of planners.

My mental battle between life and death was forgotten because God became my purpose in life. Now your probably sat there thinking, how can God affect someone so much. I was alone. I had no-one else. I would read statuses online everyday on my Facebook page about hardships and tests. I was educating myself on the wonders of the past. I was seeing changes in my life that only God could instill. For the first time in 6 years I was seeing and feeling happiness.

I know this was meant to be a short one. Well when I let my emotions out there is no stopping me.

On a final note I would like to say that whatever your going through there is a reason for it and it will end. Keep going and keep fighting. Do it for yourself and your loved ones. Make yourself and them happy. Remember suicide only passes on the pain to another.

Until next time.

P.S. if you need someone to talk to anonymously then please do not hesitate to message us at facelessbanter@gmail.com. Thank you and take care. 😊

Review: The Body Shop – Shade Adjusting Drops: Lightening

Welcome to our 1st review 😊

As you would have gathered by the title of this blog post, today I will be reviewing “The Body Shop – Shade Adjusting Drops: Lightening.”

Now every individual living in the UK know how hard it is to maintain a tan because of the horrendous weather patterns. So when you come to realise that your £32.00 foundation is no longer the correct shade you feel like murdering someone. 😈

This happened to me several weeks ago and I was getting ready to go to a wedding. Luckily I had several months ago purchased another foundation (sorry makeup addict here) that was a tad to dark online and could not return it (I know I am an idiot for not going to get matched 😳) So to ensure I had not wasted my money I purchased these shade adjusting drops.

Let me tell you. A few weeks ago this product was a life saver because I had lost my tan and therefore was in desperate need of a lighter foundation. This stuff is legit GOLD. It needs to be in everyone’s makeup kit. I was able to successfully lighten the incriminating foundation.

It gets better trust me. Not only can you buy the Lightening drops, it is also available as Darkening drops aswell. So if you needed to darken your foundation you could. Not only can you do this but you could also darken a bit of your foundation and apply it as a contour. 😲😲

The product itself comes in a dropper bottle and a little goes a long way. There are 2 downsides. Firstly, I find the formula a but gunky but that may just be as a result of storage or not shaking the bottle properly. I am so lazy. 😜 Secondly, the bottle only contains 15mL and is priced at £10. So a tad dear, however it is a lifesaver and prevented me from buying another foundation.

Some people might say just use a lighter foundation to mix in with the darker one. But I find that the consistency changes. With this product, you would never know. It stays the same consistency as it did when it came out the bottle.

On a final note, I have not been paid to do this review and this is my true opinion of the product. I can honestly say that it has been life changing. So I will leave the link down below for you to explore and until next time. 😊

Shade Adjusting Drops –http://m.thebodyshop.co.uk/h5/products?path=%2Fmake-up%2Fview-all%2Fshade-adjusting-drops.aspx

 

Can’t take it anymore…

As I lie here and you read on, the hope instilled in my soul dwindles even more. The days keep passing by but the same s**t just keeps on happening.

Is it worth it? Shall I give up? Torn between life and death. A decision I need to make.

The laughs, the jeers. Is it me or is it them? Paranoia becomes my best friend. I sit in an emotional mess everyday. Do I really want to go on? 2 years, 3 years..how many more can I take?

I see no light and I hear evil. Do I want to be a part of this corruption anymore?

Save me or kill me. It is in your hands.

This may sound really confusing to most of you guys. However, read deeper and in between the lines. Bullying and suicide is an issue that is growing uncontrablly everyday and it is something dear to my heart. I speak from experience and I know how it feels. Keep going is my advice to you. Karma’s a bitch and it’s going to bite their ar**s soon! Count on it. Make something of youself. Be big. Make them jealous…

Until next time.